I wake up in the morning and I start scrolling. I scroll through Facebook then Instagram, sometimes a deal blog or two, then usually open Facebook again. I stare at it absent mindedly for a second, trying to figure out what's wrong before realizing I've already read it all.
I'm not writing, I'm not connecting, I'm not even really reading. I'm just scrolling.
I'm not sure what I'm looking for. Well, that's not completely true. I'm pretty sure I do know. I'm lonely. I'm bored. I'm hoping that by scrolling I can make myself feel better, can somehow fill up the parts of me that feel empty.
But it doesn't work. It never works. Scrolling is never going to be the thing that saves me. I need to do something else.
I'm not sure what to do.